the way you look at me makes my heart skip a beat, i have never felt so cherished as i did in your arms...yet, my body aches with the need to feel your touch...i can still taste you on my lips and if i close my eyes i can almost feel the sensation of your finger tips..please send me a sign that this is right...you'll wait for me? is this true or will you satisfy your needs elsewhere only to return to lie to me? the colors of the sun reflect the emotions of my heart, your lips brush across mine and i hunger for more... i will wait for you...
i feel a fool for jealousy overwhelmed me when you spoke of being with another... i cringe as i imagine your lips kiss hers and my heart aches for i am sick with envy at the thought of your touch on her skin.. i will trust the faithfulness of your tongue until i learn another truth...i must for it is the only truth i want to believe...
the insecurities of my past cast a shadow on my future and the pretense of happiness falls by the wayside at the mercy of the unknown.. knowing you is loving you and that is my eternal hell, lest you pierce my heart with lies and half truths.. i am condemned for past transgressions and happily every after shall never be the end of my story... my soul knows you in each life for i search for you until i am whole only to be broken again by the pain of loving you..
minutes pass as eternity continues on.. i wait in vain for relief to my hearts pain... i stare into the future trying to glimpse the happiness of tomorrow my heart races at the thought of lying next to you.. i gasp for air as i drown in you kiss...your eyes watch with tenderness at every expression on my face.. i hold your gaze from across the room and all others fade away for it is you that i'm drawn to at the end of each day.. i fear the word love for so many know not what it means....i sit, i wait, i wonder... so quickly the fear fades away...
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