the days are gone - the nights are here - no word from you did appear - you place the blame of your insecurities on my shoulders - you say you left for me - you didn't want to be a sidetrack to my goals - you say i didn't have the time for a true love – you pursued me until you got me - and then you left me all alone - my heart is not a checker board for games to be played on - you are right - true love should never be this hard..
when will the ache in my chest go away - when will i quit thinking of you - i will get over you - this i have no doubt - one day i will cross your mind - you will miss me - you will know what could have been - but not what was - may your life be full of joy - and laughter - may all your dreams come true - you are a talented old soul yet you don't see your own worth..
the memory of you is fading and for this i am grateful - i tried to recall the way your lips felt against mine - but another has taken their place - i kissed him with urgency - his lips bruised mine as the taste of you fades - i awake from my dreams wondering where i am - for i am not alone i reach for you - yet you are gone - so it is another who has kept me warm tonight...
i was fool for what i thought we had found was amazing - thank you for showing me amazing doesn't last - i want something real - and when i find it - it will be so much more than amazing -
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