if you only knew...

If I only knew…that success is never measured in dollars or positions I would have treasured the things that last forever.

If I only knew…that your hand would never hold mine again, I would wish this moment would never end.

If I only knew… my choices, however small and seemingly insignificant...were taking me away from you I would turn around and run to you.

If I only knew…I could never share another day with you, I would make the most of every second.

If I only knew…I would never hear your voice again, I would cherish your every word, every inflection of your voice with all my heart…

If I only knew… this was our last hug, I would hold you tight and hope to never let you go.

If I only knew…this was our final kiss, I would use it to tell you that you are the love of my life…

If I only knew… this was the last time, the very last time I would see you, I would take the time to treasure everything about you.